Just want to write this

For people who expect fun and enjoyable story, please leave right now. I really need to say what's on my mind right now

Yes, I'm a bad person, probably all those bad things you said about me were true

Guess now you realize that I'm not perfect don't you?

Do I really deserve to be loved by many people around me? Hey, I'm a human being. An ordinary human being. Please don't expect me to be able to do everything perfectly.

I haven't cried for a relatively long time, guess I would in several hours or so.

I hope I won't hurt anyone anymore, but it's impossible

I don't know. I just hate myself for making you like this.